Saturday, May 1, 2010

it's me i guess,,

Assalamualaikum,, Nazean Hana Badruddin wants to start story mory to all people that sudi to know. Im now 17 teen and im not really ready to take spm. sometimes I hope that the time will stop so that I can alami all the experience that im hoping to do. But I know this such fairytale never exist. So life is a journey for everyone to hadapi alone with full of guts and smart thinking. im hoping that all I said,, I can do it. But life isn't easy. Unless im a princess of this world. Wow! amin ! hahaa I still can't stop dreamed about this. but still princess also have a challenge,, right ? btw, im happy and tanx to God I still live with full of joy. I have a mom and dad that always love me and understand me as well. I have a sister and a younger brother. We likes to fought each other,, but still im their sister,, hahaha. this thing make us more closer and closer. I have many friend and I love them all. But life is difficult,, I never doubt it. I don’t want to say this,, but I have to,, actually im a ‘manje’ person. I know this sounds weird but its me. I likes to be cared by all people around me. And I liked to care all people near me. But some of them,, they didn’t see me. They need me when they have problems. But when they are happy,, they forget about me,, im just a girl next door. This really hurt my feelings. ‘I always fly alone so that I can bear my feelings slowly. This wings will be tough each day and night.’ Because Nazean Hana never give up so easily,, I always think positively so I can live my life easily and happily. Thank God that I can delete my memory easily,, so that my bad memory won’t disturb me anymore. I still have a good friends,, like daa ! long live Nazean Hana ,, lol. Alhamdulillah my life isn’t that bad,, thanx to God.